Annoyed. I am SO stressed from my first week of classes.
Today was an intense day, I left the house at 8am, and didnt expect to be back until around 10pm. I had a little time between classes and was gonna get somethin to eat, but I am really struggling with money right now, I feel like Ive got alot of debt to deal with. So I drove all the way back home to make a sandwich, quickly checked on boddah who had been outside all day in the pen, then headed back up. Realized i probably spent more in gas than i would have spent on food, but my car is full of gas and my wallet is empty. ‘
Anyways, got out of class a little early and got home a few minutes before Eric, who immediately came over and asked if I had checked on vortex and zimmy when I came back earlier. I said no and he said “well thats not cool” in a condescending way, as if trying to make me feel guilty about it. it worked a little, but mostly irritated me. He had less to do today than i did – he left 3 hours after me this morning, i assumed he would have made sure vortex and zimmy were taken care of, since they spend 99% of their time in his room anyways. and i wasnt planning on coming back and he knew that, i was only here for maybe 10-15 minutes. the funny thing is, when im alone at the house for a while, i think i take much better care of vortex and zimmy than he does usually.